Overhyped.

Honey.




He's called me that twice now but only out of habit.
It was really awkward because our roommate and his friend were over. Sudden awkward silence then "..Aaahhhh.." This sucks.
I can tell he doesn't want me here, haha. I should stop being a bitch. I do love the guy after all. He just doesn't love me back :/
Today I have a lot to do. I should really stop smoking but the bong rips have been fantastic all morning. I have to close my account, take my name off a bill and pack some more. At least I'm coming out of this with a couple of new dresses.

I'm now an adult at 24 but I sure as hell don't feel like it. I feel I need more education and structure, ughghgftksjkhgfjkhkfgb. I'm going to have to go to school for what I don't know. He says I should keep doing something that has to do with art, like graphic design or film editing. Honestly I'd rather be in a band but I lack a lot in that department. I started to learn Speaking in Tongues by EODM but now I have no guitar to play with.


GET OUT OF THE HOUSEANDFHI;UEATKJHNB;AEOIJGF;BZL/JNE'RLF
Bloood riiiiiiiiiiiites! < /nerd>