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There's always that one person that makes me remember some things that almost seem impossible whether they were feelings or actual events. It's crazy what the mind can do to you..

I've had several of those..

It's a shame how you can care so much about people yet they don't want your love or your praise after a while because it gets too weird. How, when and where did it become weird? After being friends for so long.. I guess the whole FWB thing doesn't really work. I know it. You decide to forget and leave the other person hanging, not knowing what to do. It hurts a lot and if you didn't know that.. well, now you do. You were a part of my life, you affected me and now there's nothing to show for it. Thanks a lot. You should really think about why you attempted such foolishness in the first place and then.. I don't know, some where along the line maybe apologize? I doubt any sort of closure will come about as all I want to do is love these people even more and I can't have that. They don't want me.